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Sometimes I just want to die
That's not a lie
But when I realize how bad it is to think that I take it back
I've been through some rough shit
I'd rather not think of it
Patience is not my thing
Its the only thing thats keeping me from being sane
I just want to love and be happy
But because I don't have anyone to love I feel crappy
I try to not let it get me down and out
But when I do I just pout
I want someone to want me for me
But the outside matters more to them and thats all they wanna see